It all started when I was about 13. It's the same story I hear from most T-girls. One day I was looking for something in my sisters room. And to this day, I can't remember what I was looking for. Probably because that was a landmark day in my history or should I say herstory. I was looking through my sisters undie drawer, when I picked up a little girdle. I stretched it and marveled at it. I then took it to my room and put it on. Oh how wonderful that article of clothing felt! From that day foward I knew that I loved the feel of women's clothing! Needless to say, she never got that little girdle back! It was mine, all mine! When nobody was at home, I would wear my sisters dresses and nylons. I dreamed of how it would be if I was a girl. Then came my first purge. Six months later I wished I had that little girdle back! I thought I was cursed for having these feelings. That's why I purged in the first place. I thought that by getting rid of this article of clothing, that would be the end of it. Sounds so easy does'nt it? I did'nt understand what was going on inside of me. And so it went all through my younger years.
And it continued through my twenties and thirties. I got married, when I was almost forty. I was sort of lucky, in that she was a little kinky and allowed me to wear pantyhose, girdles and nighties to bed. These feelings inside me kept growing and growing, by leaps and bounds. We got divorced, but for different reasons. I remarried on the rebound. Found out she did'nt like a man wearing womens clothes. I had promised her I would'nt wear womens clothing ever again. How permanent of a statement. I guess that's what they call foreshadowing in literature. I was dead wrong! We were divorced one year later. I started to realize, that I could'nt compromise my life for anyone. Even though, at the time I did'nt know where my life was going to take me. I had worn womens undergarments most of my life, but I had never dressed all the way with makeup, wigs and nails. I had always wondered what I would look like totally dressed up. One day I got up the nerve to go to a place called "The Dressing Room". They did a makeover and dressed me all up and did a photo shoot. When I got the pictures back, I was amazed. I actually liked what I saw. I mean, I'm no beauty queen by a long shot. But all in all I liked what I saw. There are times in our lives, when we come to the crossroads. This was one of those times. I deceided to go for it. I have never regreted that fateful day! And the rest is truely herstory!
So now I dress up whenever I can and go out to nice restaurants, clubs and of course shopping trips. In 2001 I went to my first convention in Chicago. I had a great time! Went to "The Baton Club", which is Chicago's premier drag show club. Since then, I've been to most of the Be-All's in Chicago. I just love Chicago.
I refinished my house in 2002. Built a gameroom and a bar. So far I have had many T-girl parties at my house. I have always liked to entertain. It must be the hostess in me. I have great parties and my pics show it! I've been on hormones for 4 1/2 years now, and I love everything they are doing to me! I'm a full B cup now and my hips have gotten bigger and skin is softer. I'm 5' 10" 36B-29-39 and 150lbs. Well, you can tell from my most recent pics. I have had NO surgeries! I'm non-op and want to stay that way! Went to Vegas in 2004 for Diva Las Vegas and I have never been to Vegas before. It totally blew me away!! I went to Joanne's party at the Venetian, too much fun! As you can see in my "Viva Las Vegas" page. My love of fetish wear has led me to the BDSM scene. I have been an amatuer Domme for about 5 years. Playing at parties and events like "Hellbound".I turned Pro Domme summer of 2006 and do real time sessions at Alicia's Little Dungeon, which I built myself. Check out my Mistress Alicia site for pics and details. I also do online sessions at Nite Flirt. The link for Nite Flirt is on my Webcam page. Life has been good to me for the most part! And I have finally realized being transgendered is a gift from God!!!!!
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